Saturday, 2 June 2012
Hello hello , I'm back actively blogging!
Its beeeeeen a loooooooooooong time since I last blogged.
I hope everyone is doing great , happy & in pink of health!
Time flies so fast that its actually half of the year already! How's that?
Welcoming June with a hetic schedule on hand, sigh. What to do, life as it is. So much to do so little time.
On the bright side of my hetic schedule will be my 3 weeks break from school and I shall spare some time for my Jaan. Not forgetting , a month more till Jaan turns 23 ! Ahhhhh, I've yet to get the perfect birthday gift for my perfect man! Putting that in view , I'm so excited for nexxt week! Why ? Becausee............. WE ARE GOING TO THE IIFA AWARADS @ Singapore Indoor Stadium! My godness, with all the big bollywood stars there , Im going sooooooooooooooooooo excited! Thinking of it makes me jump around & have goosebumps, so what will happen if I'm already there? You guys can imagine right how I''ll react ? HAHAAH!
The one responsible for all this , bringing me there and making a dream of my come true is no other than Muhd Shahir , my Jaan ! Thank you so much my love , a suprise that I never ever had in mind .
So I bought him a kurta and I can't wait for him to wear his outfit and forsure he'll look like Shahid Kapoor! Habes la kauuuuuuuuuuu fatinfilzah. Heh. Okay I shall stop bragging about this...
Elder brother is warded in the hospital anf I hope he'll be discharged by tomorrow! Without him disturbing me and irritate me , I feel soooo bored at home ! I miss him already. Okay I know I'm always whining when his near me and so.. But people say , blood is thicker than water , right? And I'm his most precious baby sister in his life, yes still a baby in my family's eyes. A year to go till 20 still getting the babygirl treatment . I'm blessed ! Syukur ^^!
Okay , Im done with today's ranting. Once I think of something to braaaaaagg & rant i'll for sure update ;D
Maybe I'll find it tomorrow! :DDD
Goodnight fellow readers , rest well and haveee the sweeeeeeetestttt dream of all .
FatinFilzah
Shower me with love,
06:25
Thursday, 15 March 2012
Hi readers.
Pardon me for the superdustyblog.
Been busy these few months!
Down with exams fever in mid feb till early march.
& Now , hello holidays!
Visited HongKong on the 10-13March and its a veryyyyyyy good experience for me !
A whole different weather to experience. It was 14degree and down to 12degree on the 2nd day.
So I slept with no aircon on yet Im still shivering! So hows that ?
As soon as I step out of the hotel doors, its veryyy chilly!!
And as I talk smoke came out of my mouth, how cool is that! HAHAHA .
Halal food isnt that easy to find theere! So practiclly for 4 days I had to depend on only Tuna Sandwhch / Plain Maggie & Plain bread! My godness :////
Thank god , Im back in SG already ^^!
YAYYYYYYYYYY!!
I've got a whole lot of food to eat here, hehe ^^!
And so today , I met my loverboy!
I was soo happy to see his small little cute face ^^!
We had lunch and I gave him his gift from Hong Kong .
With his shocked face , he found a FOSSIL watch awaits for him!
That wideee small of his really soothe all my worries away.
How I wish I could just pause that moment and live in it.
Seeing him so very happy made my day ^^!
I love you so much Muhd Shahir , very much indeed .
FatinFilzah
Shower me with love,
04:38
Monday, 20 February 2012
I haven't been the best of myself for the whole of today.
Early in the morning visited the doctor , down with flu and yes along with a major headache as well .
So I thought after having my boyfriend's attention I'll be less cranky. But no, it didnt happen that way..
Something came up and I'm freaking down, emotionally. So as soon as I got back , head the pills and off to bed. The pills really put me deep to sleep and I thought after waking up , things will be fine . Again I assumed wrongly. Still emotionally down after hearing the story mummy narrated to me. Well, im bloody sick and tired of you pin pointing and targeting me , get it woman? Youre just pretending to love me infront of my dad.
How I wish dad could see her doings towards me. Matter of fact , things aint getting any prettier today. Shall just sleep with it and to pray that tomorrow will be a better day for me . :'(
FatinFilzah
Shower me with love,
03:19
Wednesday, 1 February 2012
Its been months since I logged in and update my blog .
Sorry readers .
So what's new in 2012 .
Syukur kpd Allah that 2012 have been a blissful start for me .
Changes here and there , oh well. Im a human afterall right ?
Life have been great up till date with family , Jaan & Girlfriends.
Going along well with school aswell . Nothing much to update about school tho.
I'm so grateful to have lunch with Jaan every Tuesday !
That 1.5hours spent with him will cure all missessss yet I can never get enough of him..
We still have tiffs around but whats a r/s with no ups&downs..
Time flies so fast and January has just left .
Ive still got a lot to change in life , to change myself , the way I live etc.
I've got to throw most of my bad habits and start installing good ones .
After doing that , I bet my relationship with Family & Jaan will be strengthen .
Oh and I need Jaan to strictly start monitoring my savings!!!
Hehe*
Turning 19 in 6 more days . Last year of being a teen!
Ive got to get myself used to think like a young adult and so.
Thank you Allah for blessing me with such a wonderful life and people in it!
I love you Allah and I love you Family & Jaan :)))))))))
Lots of love ,
FatinFilzah
Shower me with love,
04:56
Monday, 14 November 2011
I miss watching sunset with you, Jaan .
Our love have put us to test but all I know , Love cant be hurtful cause its a gift from God.
I miss spending time with you like how we used to . Movie dates, Starbucks, Dinner , Beach , Picnik.
And whenever I miss you , I'll touch my heart and I know you're always with me in my heart <3
10 more days till we turn 11th <3
10 more days till we turn 11th <3
I love you , Muhd Shahir Abdul Jabbar .
Shower me with love,
21:35
Friday, 11 November 2011
Its pouring heavily here.
Ivr got nothing to do. Mummy went to KL and so Im forever alone at home
I miss you very very much , maybe only god knows how much.
You've been busy with school and we havent even get a chance to meet.
A month and 10 days away from you :(
I feel the pinch , I feel the lost ..
The best part , our phones recep are giving problem .
Like what the hell is wrong ?
Im not blaming God for sure but have a bit of mercy on me please.
:'(
I hope I'll get back to normal like how I used to just be fine with everything.
I love you , Muhd Shahir
Shower me with love,
22:34
Wednesday, 9 November 2011
I know Im strong to pull this through and this fight is worth it
I've been craving to see that smile which melts me all the time ,
I've been wanting to be in your arms when I feel very secured ,
I've been waiting for the kisses which makes me feel that everything is fine ,
I've been waiting for all the attention to be on me and I'll feel like Im the only girl in the world..
I agree in every relationship, there's up(s) and down(s) but one thing im very sure of is that ,
you & me , we'll always smile , frown & wiping each others tears away .
I love you , Muhd Shahir .
I really do .
Shower me with love,
01:11
