Thursday 18 August 2011
It might just be any ordinary ring you people think.
To Jaan and Me , this ring that tied us down and keep the love burning , going through all ups and downs together.
We've always build ShahirFilzah relationship with honesty , love , trust , understanding.
Eveyone has a past. How bitter or how sweet one's past is , he or she still cant deny that it was their past.
I hate my past due to lot of things.
As for today , Jaan and I was communicating on how I knw some of my closest girlf. And I somehow offended him cause my paast have to be involved. Right now, his preety upset. I apologised.
But jaan , trust me. Im no longer that secondary school girl anymore. Im 18 and yes you might think that im still young and all. But ive changed and turning into a better LADY and not a GIRL.
To Jaan and Me , this ring that tied us down and keep the love burning , going through all ups and downs together.
We've always build ShahirFilzah relationship with honesty , love , trust , understanding.
Eveyone has a past. How bitter or how sweet one's past is , he or she still cant deny that it was their past.
I hate my past due to lot of things.
As for today , Jaan and I was communicating on how I knw some of my closest girlf. And I somehow offended him cause my paast have to be involved. Right now, his preety upset. I apologised.
But jaan , trust me. Im no longer that secondary school girl anymore. Im 18 and yes you might think that im still young and all. But ive changed and turning into a better LADY and not a GIRL.
I know how to differentiate whats right and wrong. Whts good and bad for our rs. I know jaan,
I just need you to trust me and stay by myside . I want you to be with me in every step I take in chnging mysef to be a better/wiser lady.
Ive pinned my say here,
I love you Jaan.
Im sorry love.
I just need you to trust me and stay by myside . I want you to be with me in every step I take in chnging mysef to be a better/wiser lady.
Ive pinned my say here,
I love you Jaan.
Im sorry love.
Shower me with love,
22:44
Tuesday 16 August 2011
Hi,
Im like not in a good mood today.
Crap, like firstly my baju hari raya have to be destroyed.
The clever aunty dont know how to jahit my baju. I already told mm not to sent my kain there cause I really dont have the confidence to let the aunty jahit my baju.
See, now its spoil . Darn it. I have to go get another baju .
And I really hate it when we split accounts with Jaan.
Its not that im doubting him bt girls.
Shit. No i dont feel like blogging .
Okla, byebye :/
Shower me with love,
06:24
Saturday 13 August 2011
A lady can never be happy with wealth/name but she'll be the most happiest and luckiest lady on earth to be having love , trust , faith , loyalty and honesty from her Man and her
Family.
Family.
Thank you Jaan for making me the happiest and luckiest lady on earth ♥
Shower me with love,
05:58
Wednesday 10 August 2011
Hello lovelies,
I;ve been busy since yesterday and too shagged to update .
So yes, I'll be updating about , yesterday and today .
Ive put pictures so you readers can make a guess on what or who filled my days .
Yesterday, National Day means Family Quality Time .
Met and had iftar with sweetheart and family . Also farewell for second bro(my kerinting boy) as he'll be serving the country as start from today! Like usual, sweetheart and her little little talks and perangai which makes me love her more and never get enough of her. She's just the apple of our eyes . Alhamdulilah, she turned 3 years old and she's a healthy toddler and a vain one too! We had our iftar at Victory , Ara Steet and after that off to Geylang , again - Overall a nice time spent with my family and sweetheart .
As for today , woke up kinda early as we would be sending kerinting boy off to camp.
Like usual, the day was effing hot and I was so bloody weak . Hate it when the sun is right under my head.
And for mum , she tear when it comes to part with her son. Apela mummy ni . At one point she;s excited at the other point she's sad. Ergh. Done with Kerinting Boy story.
And back at home , I was having my nap and I was awaken by the news of Nenek Asma left us this Ramadhan :'(
She aint my grandmother by blood but for sure the bond we had was very very close as she was like my substitute when my own grandmother left me and family. I'm sure Allah love her more than us . And its a blessing for her to go back to Allah's hand in the holy month.
Nenek , rest in peace, I'll doa for you and may god place your souls together with the right person."
I love you nenek . Done.
Now , im left less than 1.5 days to meet my dearest hubby . Almost 2 weeks since I last see his smile and his face. I cant wait to bei n his arms , to break-fast with him and spent the night with him. Please Friday , come soon . I cant wait , v v eager to meet jaan please! I'm missing him so very very much la!
Heheh , Love you Jaan ♥
Im schooling tomorrow, "yay" !
Hehe . Okay , have t get back on track yeahhh in school .
Jaan has a suprise for me and I have a suprise for him .
God, his full of suprises.! ^^ .
Okay, time to buka,
SELAMAT BERBUKA READERS.
FatinFilzah♥
Shower me with love,
03:44
Monday 8 August 2011
Hello.
I'm back on track and I'll start my rants and whines here.
Well , I cant possibly post what I dislike/my feelings and all in Facebook right therefore I've decided to open up a fresh new blog for myself. Which is only known to Jaan and some girlfriends of mine.
I swear that Pre-National Day is a very bad one for me.
I'm very weak , shagged , mood-lees , cranky and whatever else emotion that can fit in.
I hate it when Im in this situation . Trust me , I can't even handle myself.
I almost got hit by a car early this morning , lost of appetite to eat during break-fast.
I'm doing bad , I know.
Whats a relationship with no disputes/misunderstandings right.
To be honest , I feel sucky when this happen in my r/s. Its not that I'm not strong enough to go through the hardship with Jaan but I cant get a grip of myself and instead of making things better, I end up ruining things .
"Awesome".
So yes, I had my dispute with Jaan and I'm caught in my own mess.
I've got no idea how to cheer Jaan up.
I'd never fail in that but today ...
Jaan , I'm sorry .
I'm not a perfect girl. My hair doesn't stays in place, my make up wont be the same each time you see me.
Whether my hair stays in place or doesn't and whether my make up is the same or not but this heart of mine will always be the same . Loving you through thick and thin .
Im trying to mend my ways and be a better person .
Ya Allah , please make things better and show me the right way in mending my mistakes .
You know what Im capable of , God.
For the last time Jaan, Im sorry .
I'll try to be better .
I love you , Muhd Shahir Abdul Jabbar .
Whats a relationship with no disputes/misunderstandings right.
To be honest , I feel sucky when this happen in my r/s. Its not that I'm not strong enough to go through the hardship with Jaan but I cant get a grip of myself and instead of making things better, I end up ruining things .
"Awesome".
So yes, I had my dispute with Jaan and I'm caught in my own mess.
I've got no idea how to cheer Jaan up.
I'd never fail in that but today ...
Jaan , I'm sorry .
I'm not a perfect girl. My hair doesn't stays in place, my make up wont be the same each time you see me.
Whether my hair stays in place or doesn't and whether my make up is the same or not but this heart of mine will always be the same . Loving you through thick and thin .
Im trying to mend my ways and be a better person .
Ya Allah , please make things better and show me the right way in mending my mistakes .
You know what Im capable of , God.
For the last time Jaan, Im sorry .
I'll try to be better .
I love you , Muhd Shahir Abdul Jabbar .
♥FatinFilzah
Shower me with love,
06:07
