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Monday, 20 February 2012


I haven't been the best of myself for the whole of today.
Early in the morning visited the doctor , down with flu and yes along with a major headache as well .
So I thought  after having my boyfriend's attention I'll be less cranky. But no, it didnt happen that way..
Something came up and I'm freaking down, emotionally. So as soon as I got back , head the pills and off to bed. The pills really put me deep to sleep and I thought after waking up , things will be fine . Again I assumed wrongly. Still emotionally down after hearing the story mummy narrated to me. Well, im bloody sick and tired of you pin pointing and targeting me , get it woman? Youre just pretending to love me infront of my dad.
How I wish dad could see her doings towards me. Matter of fact , things aint getting any prettier today. Shall just sleep with it and to pray that tomorrow will be a better day for me . :'(

FatinFilzah



Shower me with love,
03:19




Wednesday, 1 February 2012



Its been months since I logged in and update my blog .
Sorry readers .

So what's new in 2012 .
Syukur kpd Allah that 2012 have been a blissful start for me .
Changes here and there , oh well. Im a human afterall right ?
Life have been great up till date with family , Jaan & Girlfriends.
Going along well with school aswell . Nothing much to update about school tho.
I'm so grateful to have lunch with Jaan every Tuesday !
That 1.5hours spent with him will cure all missessss yet I can never get enough of him..
We still have tiffs around but whats a r/s with no ups&downs..
Time flies so fast and January has just left .
Ive still got a lot to change in life , to change myself , the way I live etc.
I've got to throw most of my bad habits and start installing good ones .
After doing that , I bet my relationship with Family & Jaan will be strengthen .
Oh and I need Jaan to strictly start monitoring my savings!!!
Hehe*
Turning 19 in 6 more days . Last year of being a teen!
Ive got to get myself used to think like a young adult and so.
Thank you Allah for blessing me with such a wonderful life and people in it!
I love you Allah and I love you Family & Jaan :)))))))))
Lots of love , 
FatinFilzah



Shower me with love,
04:56








FatinFilzah.
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Vain is my middle name.

Only when you're living my life than you'll have every right to judge me

Love of my life .
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Because Allah blessed me with a special man like him, Muhammad Shahir Abdul Jabbar.

I love you ♥